Why I am a loner all my life & Not happy HIP HOP is now ZUMBA
No offense to Zumba lovers like my girl Holly but come on -!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do this to me now. I’ve been enjoying hip hop and getting into it the last 4 months or so NOW lana tells us she’s changing it to Zumba. Well, I hope to become a Zumba lover sooner then later. How I hate hate hate change!
I know most people will not believe me but I am so much a loner. Most of my life I was a loner. I tend to love to easy, too hard and I put my all into it. I learned from a young age the best way to protect the heart is to not allow too many people in. Those that you do have the potential to hurt you. Most of all by walking away - that goes to my love, my friends and family.
I’m a sucker for love. I love immensely but when or I feel hurt I can retract and the wall is up so high most people will not be allowed in to hurt me. That is what I do, create a fort so I’m isolated from love and the pain that comes with it.
Today I’m eating about 2500 calories total. 1800 to 1900 of it before my kickboxing and hip hop class.
What I’m eating today:
oatmeal with goji berries
cantaloupe
apples
persimmons
green tea
coffee with cream
grilled chicken
cucumber
sundried tomatoe with rye crispbread
Naked juice I need it for fuel
2 bananas
kidney beans and other food.
WHOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!
Got my orange and black outfit for my classes!!
hi
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zumba.. check out youtube videos it is fun. I believe hip hop is funner it is more intense zumba more laxie dasey but if you have the great instructor she will make it intense for you. I did it at home it is tons of fun but I do prefer hip hop too..
as for the rest………
we shall talk tonight or tomorrow I hope
I hope Lana shows me love for sure. I just don’t like change but I will make due. And learn new moves for my two left feet.
Rod got the best of me last night. No nookie from this girl. How I hate it when he drinks, even socially drinking. He acts like a total biattc*.
HUMMMMPHFFFFF
I have never tried either, but I am sure it is like riding a bike (not a stationary one) once you get the feel of things and starting doing it more and more often you will learn to love it.
Dont worry Nancy! You could end up loving Zumba! I hope you do! Just go in with an open mind!
Smile!
oh is that why you were mad at him? I ment to ask you about that . sorry I am writing here but you said you have no outlook..
I am not going to get into some other things here of course..
yep change is tough but it is something you can look forward to. learn something new. you got to expand your horizon just like you did with running.. expland it. learn, form opinion…makes you even more of a resource of tons of wealth
I have never tried zumba, but I am sure that you will make it fun, nancy!
I have never tried zumba, but Im sure that you will make it fun!
Helllllllllooooo Nancy!!
Aahh change we don’t like it, but can learn to love it! You’ll be a Zumba expert in no time!! What’s Naked Juice? sounds sexy and delish.
Whenever I read one of Holly’s post I am always wondering what in the heck is Zumba? But no matter what it is, I am sure you will be awesome at it in no time. I am always thinking how I would love to have that many calories in my day but then I look at what you eat and I am thinking maybe not. I have a strong pull to be a loner, always in person and a lot of times online. It feels safer and easier.
I used to be the same way.
aww I really want to get into classes liek these but around here all I seem to find is the classes for ummm the older generation. I know exactly what you mean about the loner thing I’m right there with you b ut when I do love I put my all into it and it usually rips me apart when it falls apart
Hey Zumba is an EXCELLENT workout. They switched my hip hop to zumba too, I think it’s all the 24 hour fitness corporate people doing it. Grrrr.
Zumba is not lazy at all (Keristan….watch it… hahaha) it is very intense. It all depends on the instructor but that is like any class and what you put into it. You can always do the easy or hard version for zumba. I usually switch back and forth depending on how tired I am.
Enjoy and let me know what you think!
oh I did not mean lazy I believe hip hop is more intense..
Kerstin…You didn’t say lazy you said LAXIE!
You’re human chick! Gatta remember that when it comes to love. Your food plan sounds yuuuummmmy! If ya don’t mind I’m gunna steal some off your list. Those foods are chalk full of energy! p.s. Rock it out in your black & Orange workout suite!
Nancy, girl, knowing you, you will be the bestest Zumba dancer in no time! And you can always tell your instructor how much you enjoyed hip-hop. Maybe she can rotate the classes or something
What is the difference? I think Zumba is latin dance? I want to try that…
And then hip-hop is?
You’ll adjust!
I am a loner too, so I understand. And I hate it when my bf drinks. lol I refuse to be around him when he does. Love ya!
I hope the Zumba gets better for you, maybe Lana will heat it up. Sorry about Rod drinking, I would not like that either.
I know what you mean girl.. I’m a loner in the same kind of way. I’m able to “turn off” or “turn on” my heart to block people out.. hurt too much too young.
You might not like the change but you know how to deal with change that’s for sure… just look how much you’ve changed yourself!!!!:)
Nancy, I would never have guessed you are a loner. You are so good at reaching out and touching the lives of the team and all those who post here. Letting people get close to us (loners) is very difficult. Don’t ever settle for less than you deserve. You deserve to be loved and treated with respect.
Luv ya!!!
I bet u will like the Zumba, Miss Nancy
they’re changing! well…. think of it as you acquiring a broad array of different experiences/skills… who knows.. maybe you’ll enjoy it….
mMmph! i’m the exact same way in regards to being a sucker for L-word and building walls/forts…