I just couldn’t do it…HE FINALLY ADMITS HE’S JEALOUS OF BUDDYSLIM!
Listening to my body 101. So, here’s to day two of no date with GYM (JIM). SIGH, my body says, Girl better relax and let me heal up. The meds they gave me, the painkiller, the one they gave me to deal with the discomfort - ISN’T WORKING! :) I took 3 so far and my side still aches. So much that I can’t see myself going to the gym, which I didn’t. Not only that I’m sleepy and dizzy. I did sleep all night long though. Bahhhhhh humbbbug - I know - it’s not the holidays, but that’s how I feel. Most likely, if I don’t feel better tomorrow I can’t go to any classes.
Rod doesn’t want me at the gym at all. He wants me to relax and just let my body heal naturally. :( BOO HOO. Ok, so pity party over.
You know how I told you about the site he’s on? Well, he’s started gaining a new perspective for online living and social networking sites - especially one as intimate as this.
Pre Rodney and that site he used to always get on me about being online so much. Guess who says he understands about making connections with people on a daily basis? Yep - same man! :) I’m glad though. I told him, that’s why I’m here each day, I get to know friends, make new friends and continue to grow on this journey. Now there’s no getting on my back and getting jealous like in the past. We have our own niche sites and interests. I told him, it’s not like many people in my life understands my food addiction, but my friends here do. 
During the day I eat a big 500 cal breakfast of protein, carbs, fruits and fiber. Then a nice size lunch, a light snack like a cucumber yesterday. This is what I don’t get though, even with a big breakfast, I still wanted to eat a ton of food in the evening; but I didn’t. I ate ok, couldn’t stick to 1200 calories, more like a 1500 calorie night. Sigh, see, I just can’t beat eating a lot in the evening. No matter what I do. 
I’m starting to feel like food is not controlling me. Even yrs in, I still have the struggles, which is harder now then it was almost 5 yrs ago. GO FIGURE! 
NIGHT #5 - I’m winning yah!! Although my evening time snacking can use some help, Rod has not seen me take small bitty snacks yet. I’m trying. As long as he doesn’t catch me I won’t fess up. LOL!
I’m glad that Rod has his site so that he does understand. You never mentioned anything about your side hurting… we’ll talk about that at work today. I wouldn’t fess up either if he hasn’t seen you. hehe
Good Morning, sorry to hear you are still in so much pain. If the infection moved into your kidneys it is going to take longer to heal. Sounds like you do need some rest. I’m with you, I’ve never felt understood until I joined this site.
You’ve got to let your body heal so give yourself a break from the gym (listen to Rod…never thought I’d agree with a man tee hee) and rest. You’ll heal quicker if not pushed and be back to the gym before you know it. Maybe you could use the time to flip through some workout books or magazines and come up with a new challenging workout for when you’re back at it?
Hey Girl! Oh I have missed you sooooooooo much, I need to get on here more myself and be apart of this place that I love so much!
Listen to your body, it sucks when you are hurt and cant do the things you normally do, but healing time is important, so NO pouting
Glad Rod can finally understand the big picture, there is just so much more to being here…..
Anyway Girl, I love you and take care of yourself! I am sending you healing hugs!!!
Peace Always,
Leah♥
Hope you’re feeling better soon, Nancy. Good to listen to the body and not stress your insides out too much.
It’s good that Rod has found a site that he can connect with and have a better perspective on what you do here.
haha I love my online communities! In high school I just liked chat rooms because I met people from all over the world. Like I met people from Egypt and I didn’t even realize they had internet in Egypt (ok that was probably a blonde moment, but you get the idea) I learned there was more than sand there! It was like traveling without airplane?
I am sore from yesterday…for some reason I think my left side is more sore than my right. Why do you think that is? :/
I have a big ole smile on my face thank you…
Hope you feel better soon. It sucks that the meds aren’t helping.
Sorry to read you are still in pain !!!!!
I hope you will soon be on the mend.
I love networking sites as well and Tony does not get it. He never even writes emails though. He is not a computer guy. So Tony is jealous quite often but he does sort of get me being here.
Feel better soon, Nancy. I am going to try to go for a walk today, to see if my foot can take it. I am growing positevly tired of not being able to run!
I am sorry u r still having pain, sister. I hope it feels better soon. Good thing u r taking a rest, too. I totally understand the food controlling us thing but I must admit, for now, I am in control and wish I could pkg that feeling up and share it
Except the week before TOM 
LOL Love it Becky - you package control and I package energy - hey we can become billionaires together.
hope you feel better soon suga!
Sorry to hear about the pain!
I hope you are feeling better soon.
Sorry Nancy, hope your pain goes away soon!
Feel better soon! Glad Rod understands BS now.
Nancy ! That would be one HELLUVA combo/TEAM! YEAH !
good for you!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew you was a ninja!!!
I think what’s so nice about these sites are that you meet people who are like you… share your struggles and triumphs and still remain somewhat annonymous… it creates a unique bond.
Never admit anything! If he doesn’t see it, it never happened!
What if instead of fighting night eating you work it into the calorie allotment for the day? (that thought just occured to me)
Feel better Soon!!!
Hey I’m only gettin back to this site durin my hols…. what’s up Nancy? How come you’re on painkillers? Ru ok?
Just Relax , take the break while theres an excuse to =)
((((((((((((Nancy)))))))))))))))))) feel better!! Glad Rod understands now, Ted is finally getting it too. Get some rest, lady!
awee i hope u feel good enough to get back to Jim soon ;), i can’t waiiit for school to start to get back to the gym but i will miss my running track verrrrrrrrrry much! ah i think that is my biggest fear the fact that i know i will be struggling with food for years too come
I hope you start feeling better soon. I know for someone as active as you it seriously sucks to be stuck out of the gym.
Glad to hear Rod understands being on a site like this now. Makes things alot easier on you.
shhh we wont tell him either. lol
I have a suggestion about your eating. Maybe if you have a little bit smaller breakfast, and bigger snacks. More than just a cucumber…. You wont be as hungry in the evenings. Maybe even have some protein like peanut butter with your snacks.
Hope you get to feeling better.
And I don’t mean snacks after dinner… I mean your snack after lunch and before dinner… Maybe have a snack after breakfast too. Just suggestions…
HEHEHE, I like you doing great as long as Rod doesn’t catch up! Hope you start feeling better! XOXOXO
lol not fessing, naughty naughty!!
I’ve actually lessened my internet addiction over the years. we were without internet all week and hubby took it the hardest!! LOL!! We actually went to a Cafe on wednesday and I checked my BS stuff in an hr or hr and a half, he took another hour at least before he was ready to leave!! hah!!
I’m glad Rod understands. Rob doesn’t really, but he does accept that it helps me and that is good enough for him.