Archive for November, 2008

I kicked Ass! Push-ups helped increased weights. Yah Day 17

Where would I be without buddyslim and my teammates?  When the scale comes a calling I gave a hollar! :)

Kama, Anj and Debbie - sorry didn’t make it to Abs with Chris or Pilates.  Let’s just say my honey is a bit on the slow side and I missed class.  As promised I kicked so crazy ass yesterday.  I knew my push-ups were doing some awesome something!  Like giving me a SEXY back! :)

More importantly after almost 3 weeks of no weightlifts - I went to do my routine and was ABLE TO INCREASE MY WEIGHTS BY MORE THEN 30%.  So take that you stupid scale! :)

I normally do skull crushers (for the tri-ceps) with 15 lbs barbells.  Well, I increased it to 25 lb barbells.  I went from using (2) 10 lb hand weights to (2) 15 lb hand weights - oh and did 5 sets of 20’s.  I also increased chest press from 25 lb barbells to 35 lb barbells - 5 sets of 20’s.  I did some mean push-ups in between sets.  And best of all I increased my lat pulldowns from 50 to 70 lbs with 5 sets of 20.  I don’t focus a lot on lower body because - well I love my thick thighs and I don’t want to lose them - AND RODNEY WOULD KILL ME IF I DID.

I also jumped on the elliptical and just gave it my all for about 20 minutes.  So kicked it up a notch I did! :)

Tonight I have a kickboxing and pilates class.  Whoo hooo - so who’s winning now you stupid scale! :)

Oh PMS is so over - Debbie - are you done too?  I’m back to my old self.  YAH

Day 17 I didn’t eat a lot of food by 9pm - I ended eating at midnight.  However that brings my calorie intake to about 1300 calories for the day.  So grazing I did BUT all for a good reason.

Only thing is it didn’t help that Rodney caught me stuffing my face with some chicken drumstick and says to me “Now you see why you gained 10 lbs”.  I scowled at him and said BITE ME! :)

See, that’s why I can’t make it without you all to support me!

Have a great day guys!

Combating the EVIL Scale, Intensive cardio/interval training; Day 16

I don’t have a lot of time to write this because we have to leave for work and school in  a few minutes.

Thank you so much for the support yesterday ladies!  I love you all.  I don’t mind the scale.  As suggested by Catrina, will weigh again on a different one.

The upside to that awful number is it’s ability to empower me to push harder to reach goal.

I’m certainly stepping up my game.  Did last night - like my exercise twin Catrina, we worked out bloody nose and all.  For the second day in a row my nose bled; but this time right before kickboxing.  I did the only thing reasonable - stuck some toilet tissue up my nose and continue on.  I guess my other classmates were impressed and came to tell me so.  They said they would be too embarrass to continue.  But I told my Wildcats - that I’m stepping it up a notch - thanks Debbie (AKA BOB HARPER -Jack Lalane) ROFLMAO!!

Today I feel refreshed!  Energy is back.  Can’t wait to get to the gym and give it my all!  I have a great strength conditioning routine planned with free weights, my beloved push-ups, stairs and cardio.

Screw the scale!  I’m going to beat the crap out of it and walk a way a winner! :)

Will try to be on more today!  Sorry, I missed a bunch of people yesterday.

 Day 16 of no grazing was tight!  I made it with no temptation.

10 LB GAIN IN 3 DAYS !! WTF???? Explain that one to me!!!Day 15

I have a busy day ahead of me.  Got to work and decided to jump on the scale.  10 freakin’ lb gain!  How the hell does that happen?  I’m at 159 lbs!!!!!! I gained 10 lbs in 3 freakin’ days!

 Many emotions ran through my system.  From horror to shock to anger to well tears.

But after calming down I decide - I don’t freakin’ care!!!! I know I’m doing everything right.  I know I’ve been eating right, exercising - despite my ankle pain.  I got my cardio in, got my strength conditioning in….everything I’m suppose to do I have.

 I WILL NOT ALLOW THIS TO TEAR ME DOWN!  I WILL NOT ALLOW A NUMBER TO DICTATE TO ME HOW I LIVE!

I am more determined then ever to get it done.  I will win this battle!  If I can defeat being a broken woman, I can defeat this weight issue.

I’m going to continue as if the scale never change.  I will continue to eat right, exercise and live happily.  I am young, healthy and in charge.  NOT the scale!

 So, if you all think you got it bad with a few lb gain - think of what  a 10 lb gain over the weekend will do to your mental state!  If I won’t give up - then you shouldn’t either!

Today I have a kickboxing class to do that I’m not giving up.  Then maybe jump on the elliptical for a different cardio kick. 

Tomorrow I’m doing an intensive cardio/interval circuit training and pilates. 

 Day15 of no grazing is working.  I didn’t  eat after dinner last night nor was I tempted to.  hhhhmmmmmmmm, maybe I should START grazing..???? Just kidding.

Kickboxing! Wildfires not my friend; Day 14

The three wildfires that’s about 10 to 15 minutes away zapped all my energy.  It’s another hot day today, in the 90’s, the air is dry but full of smoke and I have ashes everywhere.  I woke up with a bloody nose and just not my usual energized self.  My heart goes out to the people who lost their homes and business.  They are strong though and will bounce back.  We’re used to wildfires out here but yesterday was different.  Every time I turned on the news they report on another one.  Arson or natural, we’re in Fire Season

After laying down for a while, I decided to go to class.  It was a good class but I took it down a couple notches because I was pampering my ankle.  Oh, did some yoga before hand to warm up. :)

Not sure what we’re doing today.   I’m going to try to get some Pilates in.  Other than that just staying home and staying inside to avoid the smoke filled air.

I hope Ms PMS leaves my body soon.  I’m tired of feeling blah and just miserable. :(

I’ll be back on to catch up with you guys.  LOVE YA!

BTW, day 13, I’m doing well with no grazing!  YAH YAH! :)

350 push-ups??? YES I CAN! Car is in the shop :(

I love Saturday mornings!  Just gettin’ to “SPEND” time in bed with my honey is amazing.  hehehe

Last night was great.  We ended up not eating out because we were press for time.  I did well though.  I took baby carrots as a snack to the theater and only ate a few sour candies.  Other than that no “grazing” because I ate my dinner at 6pm.

I enjoyed 007 more then I thought.  There’s a lot of action.  We have to go back for a chick-flick for me.  He owes me one.

My car needs a lot of work.  So Rodney took it to work on at his friend’s shop.  I have no ride to the gym.

So what do I do?   YAHHHHHHHHH to push-ups.  I’m going to pick up some weights from the store and do my weights at home.  Hey, there is a 30 day return policy right…?  I know, I’m bad.

I plan for 350 push-ups!  I know I can do it.  I’m tallying throughout the day.

Today I’m making more springrolls with steam chicken breast - yummo.

Will be on all day!  See you soon Kama!

Date night with 007! Ankle 100% healed; Day12

Is it possible to feel two emotions at once?  I’m happy and sad at the same time??????????

PMS, I don’t like it.  Thank you for the laughter and love yesterday ladies.  You all kept me on my toes.  Between jokes, my mishap with giving a peep show and strip teasing for my  co-workers husband and crying in between, I’m better today.

My ankled is healed!  4 days of rest killed the inflammation.  But I’m not taking any chances.  I’m doing more Pilates and modified yoga again today.  Then tomorrow some upper body conditioning and the elliptical.  I will only go back to kickboxing on Sunday - that gives it 6 days of resting period.

Debbie, you are right with the joke though…Yesterday I warned Rod that he’s going to be for a nice bumpy ride for the next few days.  The man has been understanding, affectionate, caring, well laughs at me along the way, but for the most part he’s dealing with this period rather well.

It’s payday and date night.  We’ve been under a lot of stress.  So a night out with my honey is needed.  Most likely going to Cheesecake Factory.  I’m not sure what I’m going to do with food yet.  I always believe in eating in moderation…so  we shall see. :)

How many of you like the new Bond guy?  I don’t nor does my boyfriend.  But it’s traditional that we go see action movies when it first comes out.  I told him were seeing two movies tonight and I’m choosing the second one. :)

Day 12, very successful!  I drank some apple juice at midnight, but only a little.  It’s working.  I’m staying focused and dealing with night eating and grazing better than I thought.

I hope today goes well.  Thank you for pulling me through!  Much love to you! :)

PMS and Depression sets in..Office Pilates; Day 11

Debbie - do you have the tissue box I gave you yesterday?  I need a few myself.  I oh so do not like P(a)MS visits.  I am an emotional wreck.  I’m upset that I got up and my ankle is still aching.  Albeit not as bad as yesterday morning, but aching enough that I have to skip out on the gym today.

Well, with that said - I am taking my Yoga mat to the office.  I am going to work around my inflamed ankle and get the core workout in.  I’m sure my boss will love seeing me doing my workout in my office.  :)

I’m not discouraged, just don’t like setbacks.  But what I love about pain and injuries is that I know how to work around them now.  Instead of giving up the gym all together, I’m still doing my thing.  I love having my own office.  It allows for privacy when needed.  I’m going to use it to my advantage.

Last night I did not graze.  I’m starting to get the hang of it.  I did get hungry but drank like 30 oz of water.  I’m retaining water like crazy because the bathroom runs were short.

I hope I can be a good buddy but PMS is turning me into a BIATCH!! :(

I’m hoping for some laughter to get me out of this pissy mood.

I know, count to 10 right??

300 Push-ups; Would you eat seaweed & tofu? Day 10

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I finally got over the soreness from my triumphant 300 push-ups the other day.  My ankle still bothers me.  I’m not going to the gym.  However, I am still getting some strength conditioning in.  I did 300 push-ups , 5 sets of 1 to 2 minute planks, and numerous sets of tri-cep workouts using my body weight.  If I can’t go to the gym, the gym is coming to me and my office.

I love Sushi food.  Problem is my honey won’t eat any seafood whatsoever; all due to a bad experience in Kenya with some not so hygienic women.  As a result, I have not been to a Sushi restaurant in over a year.  Once the economy lets up I plan on eating out a bit more and maybe with my girlfriends.  What I love about Sushi, is some good sashimi and awesome rolls.  I also love the miso soup  they serve beforehand.

Again, with the economy on a downward spiral and money is tighter then ever, I have to find a way to enjoy my favorite dishes at a fraction of the cost. <!–[endif]–>

My sister on I bought the raw ingredients to make Miso soup after watching a demo at the Korean grocery supermarket.  Well, language barrier and all, the demonstrator gave us directions on how to make it at home. 

We bought the seaweed, miso soup base and tofu.  Got it home and made a two gallon batch.  It’s very ambitious as there’s only two of us eating it – my sister and me.

Last night I didn’t work out.  I came on to BS, to update my accountability in the Wildcat forum.  In doing so I logged my food intake and my last meal.  I realized that I was looking at about 1700 calories for a non-workout day.  Wow, that’s high.  So I decided to skip out on the rice and stir-fry and ate 3 bowls of my miso soup.  I’m so glad I did.  It took my caloric intake to about 1300.  That’s a 400 saving that I normally wouldn’t take.

<!–[if !supportEmptyParas]–><!–[endif]–> Going into my 10th day of no grazing I realized a few things.  One, I have a ton of will power and once I make up my mind about something – it’s over; I’m going for it.  I hope by day 30 I would lose at least 5 lbs but also pick up some good habits.  Two, I realize that when forced to making changes, I ended up looking for healthier and more filling alternatives – and I found it.  Three, I can win this battle against food. 

I hope that I can inspire others to take a look at their eating habit and make healthier choices.  Sometimes it’s easier said then done.  I know this from personal experience.  Last night was prime example.

<!–[if !supportEmptyParas]–><!–[endif]–> If you would like to eat seaweed and tofu with me – you will reap many healthy benefits. 

Here’s a list of a few:

<!–[if !supportEmptyParas]–><!–[endif]–> Benefit of Tofu: Tofu – also known as Soya Bean Curd - has been called the perfect food. It is high in protein, low in saturated fats and a good source of calcium as well as vitamin E. It is also cholesterol free. It’s also known as ‘the cheese of Asia.’ 

Recent studies have also shown that Soya beans and products derived from them may play a role in preventing various types of cancer, particularly breast cancer. It has also been seen to have preventative capacity with regard to osteoporosis and symptoms related to menopause. An additional benefit of tofu is that it is extremely easy to digest. This is because the soya bean’s fiber is removed during the manufacturing process.

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One drawback associated with tofu is that it absorbs cooking fat easily. It will, in fact, take in about 15 % of the fat used in the frying process. Soya is also known to be a common cause of food allergy.

Tofu deserves to be a valuable addition to your diet. Ease into it slowly, however, monitoring if you are affected by any allergic reactions. Try to cook your tofu in non-fat products and you will enjoy all of the benefits of this high protein, low food Asian wonder food.

It also aides:

-A healthy heart

-Menopause Hormone Balance

<!–[if !supportEmptyParas]–><!–[endif]–> -Strong muscles and energy –

One 4 ounce serving of tofu packs 18% of an adult’s daily requirement for protein, and protein is crucial in building muscle. That same 4 ounce serving also contains one-third of the daily requirement of iron, as well as strong doses of antioxidants manganese, copper and selenium. These nutrients contribute to maintaining energy levels. Anti-oxidents are also believed to help prevent against a myriad of cancers by protecting DNA.

-Bone Health <!–[endif]–>

Tofu is a good source of dietary calcium, protecting against bone weakness, loss, osteoporosis and rheumatoid arthritis. A single serving delivers 10% of the daily value for calcium, yet has less calories than many dairy products.

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Weight Loss

Because tofu packs so many nutrients into a serving of between 70-100 calories, it can be a great part of a weight loss regimen or a way to maintain a healthy weight. It delivers the protein benefits of meat while still being low in saturated fat and sodium. <!–[endif]–>

With all these health benefits, tofu isn’t just for vegetarians anymore. Adding tofu to your diet, in moderation, can improve your overall well-being and help protect against serious health problems.

Health Benefits of Seaweeds or Kelp:

  • Kelps correct mineral deficiencies.
  • A good protective food, valuable in overcoming poor digestion, preventing and overcoming goiter (because it is the richest source of iodine), and rebuilding and maintaining the proper function of all glands.
  • Reported to aid in brain development.
  • Offsets deficiencies of an inferior diet.
  • Kelp helps prevent osteoporosis.
  • Beneficial for those suffering from impotence, anemia and emaciation.
  • Helps to detoxify the body.
  • Helps to increase metabolism.

May help in controlling obesity because it dissolves fatty wastes through the skin. Seaweed bath helps maintain hormone balance for a more youthful body.

Water heals; is it possible to have a coffee hangover? Day 9

Last night I had a great time in both kickboxing and yoga. 

It takes me a while to warm up to people, just my shy side and all.  But hey, I’ve been working out with a bunch of them for the last 5 to 6 months.  Last night I pushed through my comfort zone and started talking to some new people.  I had a great time just getting to know them.  Like so many of us here on BS, they are trying every day to eat right and exercise.  One girl in particular, a newbie, I found myself gravitating to.  Next time I see her I’m going to ask for her name.  She said she would go gong ho on exercise for 6 months at a time but would get burnt out and stop; process repeats itself over and over again.  Shoot, if I can be-friend her, maybe I can help her maintain a permanent workout schedule and not fall off every 6 months.

I did an advanced yoga class last night.  I felt it in my body when I got home; especially this morning.  My right ankle was hurting so bad.  But the craziest thing happened.  Once I limped my way to my office up here, I drank my first 26 oz of water for the day.  GUESS WHAT????? NO PAIN!!! I’m amazed; like serious sh*t kind of amazed.  I love water!  And it heals too. :)

So being up all night the day before with the aid of coffee caught up to me this morning.  Is it possible to have a coffee hangover?  I have no energy.  It’s a good thing I decided to take a day off from exercising.

 Last night was day 8.  I found myself tempted to eat after 9pm.  PMS is lurking around the corner.  But I stuck with it; drank some green tea and went to bed early. 

Day 9 today - I’m doing ok.  I can do it. :)

Self-reflection and setting my heart free of pain;Early Day 8

 I am not a poet by any means.  I like to write whatever comes to mind.  This is a personal email, one that finds lots of tears and laughter.

I’ve blogged a bit about this before.  I spent most of my 20’s fat, unhappy, self-destructive and on the verge of getting psych meds from being in a terrible marriage to a man who didn’t love me, let alone loved himself.  He was abusive, physically, mentally and emotionally.  I was alone, isolated from the rest of the world.  I knew of no happiness.  My best friend was food.  It gave me comfort, joy and escape from my miserable world.  As such I grew to 220 lbs.

In June of this year, after 2 years of separation and me finding my soul mate, I signed my name to my divorce decree.   But I waited and didn’t change my last name back.  Monday morning it will all change.  No longer will I be a “Burnett”.  I am claiming my maiden last name.  For Rodney, it’s a step closer to us becoming man and wife as we are planning our future together.

Right now I can’t sleep.  I am reflecting on life, on how far I’ve  come.  How I am no longer miserable.  How full my life is.  I am a different person today.  I don’t know “her” anymore.  She died in August of 2006, when she learned of the other woman.  It took that long to heal.  I realized that we are in control of our happiness.  Once I took power back, I made a difference; only I can make me happy.  And I do, everyday.  I laugh, I smile, I cry and I have what I yearned for al these year: stability, because I am stable now.

It is a bittesweet moment.  This early morning I spent hours going through old pictures.  I reminisced, cried and laughed.  I’m ready to let go of the pain I harbored for so long.  My weightloss journey is my life’s journey.  I’m a free woman.

I’m ready to let go of my anger towards the ex.  I’m ready to lay the fat girl to rest.  I’m free!

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The new person, loved, gives love and loves life:

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I am ready to begin a new week on a high note.  I have not grazed in 8 days and counting.

With my day off I can’t wait to spend the day with my honey then off to my favorite kickboxing and yoga mix for Mondays.

I may add more noise to this blog today.  Have to go now because Rodney is getting restless there and 2am,what the hell am I doing blogging? :)

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